As I sit here I ponder on my life and an overwhelming sense of sadness sets in. I realize I’m 28 with no friends and no life. It makes me sad to think that I truly am alone in this life. Today my mental health was shit but I pushed through it as best I could. Loneliness is a real problem, even when you are surrounded by people who love and care for you. I think people fail to realize that you can be surrounded by millions and still feel like you’re alone in the world and that no one understands you. That’s the heaviest feeling I’ve ever had to sit with. I hate it. Times like this is when I wonder why I exist in the world. What exactly is my purpose here? We come in to the world alone, we exist alone, and we die alone. It truly is mind boggling to soak in…

Late night thoughts

~J.Rios~